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I saw James Watson this weekend!
AND NO SEX!
Ha!
But he told me that He is not trying to lead me on and that he likes me....
He is just making sure he is stable before he jumps into anything!
And though I am never sure if we are okay, and if he cares, this weekend I think reassured me!
We were talking about what qualities we are looking for in a partner...and he was like I just want a girl to apperciate me, someone to have a good attitude about stuff, and She has to be beautiful to me...not to the world. And he looked at me and was like "you fit those, he said your attitude is pessmistic at times, but for the most part you are looking at life in a realistic view. You support me in what endevures you have goals in life, and though I hope that in life I will be able to retire my wife, so if she doesnt want to work she doesnt have to, you have goals, And your beautiful, I love looking at you and your eyes and smile...he said that is beauty, it isnt waist size, your chest size and ass...it is that smile that can brighten a room and eyes that I can look at...he was like that will never change, the rest will." I was just in awe of it all...I just stared at him with the lose of words...lol.
I met his BEST friend David finally, and David said that he is always talking about me, he said whenever they go play ball and what not, somehow I always get brought up, He laughed and was like it was funny because in the car on the way to the park he was talking about me and how I am nothing like Kathy, LOL. And than they saw me. LOL. LOL
Also, James has weekends off! YAY! I am so excited, and he said that he is going to play ball quiet often...almost every weekend. eek! Oh, Alyse...David thinks you are pretty! LOL. He asked me about you. LOL.
The weekend before or After November 19th we are going to LA to the Car Convention...and maybe the beach. EEK! That is so exciting. I am so happy.
Oh and he promised me his phone will b turned on. LOL
Yay!
Billy hung out with him too...and his little sister...but our siblings didnt get along. LOL.
Well they did but they didnt...LOL
Well yay!
I am happy, though I was mad seeing him at the park...
He told me that they informed him Friday night that he will now have weekends off...
So yay!

"Don't Give Up (This Goes Out...)"

This goes out to my homegirls
This goes out to my homies

[Verse 1:]
Baby girl, I know that you've been off track
You feel like taking one step forward, taking two back
No matter how hard you try, things always go bad
The thought of a better life, you'll never know that

You smile on the out, but inside you hurt
You say that you're fine, but you feel unsure
Try to replace the pain by saying false words
You see that girl in the mirror but don't know her

[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby girl, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life [?]
But keep ya head up

[Verse 2:]
Baby boy, the streets, it's all that you know
You dream of a higher place, but you stay low
And when you go home and mad and you're all alone
Wanna call out to your boys (but they're all gone)

You tell yourself (that you don't need)
No one else (but if only)
You would try (won't give no need)
Won't have to hide (what you're feeling)

[Hook:]
But the tears can't wash away
All the fears you haven't faced
Baby boy, don't lose your faith
'Cause the storm don't last always

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life [?]
But keep ya head up

This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

[Bridge:]
Baby girl, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh

Baby boy, keep your head up
Promise me you'll never give up
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh ,oh

[Chorus:]
This goes out to my homegirls
Know it's hard to make it in this world
I know you try
And it feels like
Nothing goes right
But it'll be alright

This goes out to my homies
Tryna survive out in these streets
I know it's tough
Forced to grow up
Life [?]
But keep ya head up